the rain outside my window is a reminder of the time...

tonight i did something i haven't done in awhile...i went out driving for a bit, alone, just to clear my head.
with gas being nearly $4 a gallon, it probably wasn't the smartest thing to do, but i think i needed it. even though it's only monday, it already feels like a long week and i'm afraid it's only going to get worse. this working the late shift at the lab thing really sucks.

anyway...i've got a lot on my mind right now, as well as a lot on my plate, while still not being as busy as i would like to be all at the same time. i figure the busier i am, the less time i will have to think about things, which, in turn, means the less of a chance of allowing my mind time to bend itself all out of shape again. so far...it hasn't been working as well as i would like for it to, but i'm trying.

the shit part is...it's now 2:30a.m. and i'm still up. fucking insomnia. thought i had it whipped...thought i had a lot of shit whipped. meh. anyway. i'm gonna go take something and go to bed. goodnight all.

=e