Saturday, June 21, 2008

i was central, i had control, i lost my head, i need this, i, need, this...

i am at a complete loss for words.

currently, i am sitting in the office at the lab. i've only been here two hours. i'm waiting on two prints to finish washing so i can throw them on the screens and leave, while simultaneously trying to restrain myself from going in there and ripping them to shreds; it would be the only satisfactory feeling i could get from them anyway. they are shit. both are too light, but that's not really my concern.

no, the fact that i can't get anything in focus, that's where the problem lies.

first i thought, or assummed it was my enlarger, so i switched. but when that one started "slipping" out of focus too, and my temper started to flare, i was at a loss for what was happening. then, accidentally, i came across the problem. somehow or another, when i go to focus my print, i can get part of the frame in complete focus, but the other parts will remain blurry. how the hell does that happen?

most likely it's an issue with my negatives, or more specifically my camera. great...an entire project, an entire trip, an entire 14 rolls gone to waste.

fuck it...i'm done with this shit. i'm just fucking done.

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