it's been a few days since i've returned from the new mexico trip, and though i have actually been really busy during that time, i have also been avoiding posting much of anything about the trip for several reasons.
the trip itself was not necessarily bad by any means, nor do i regret going as i came away from it with renewed inspiration, motivation, and understanding. however, there was enough drama on this particular trip that it could put any weekday night cw network television show to shame. i won't get in to anything too specific, but i will say that we ran the gambit of immature and irresponsible actions, including, on a personal note, getting into a yelling match with the person i consider one of my best friends.
anyway. the time i have spent this week keeping to myself (for the most part) has helped me to gain some perspective on the entire trip, as well as on myself and the relationships i keep with people. i'm feeling really good right now, but am far from feeling social, which i think, at the moment, is a healthy thing for me. things have changed, for me, for others, for me and others, and while i'm not sure how those things will play out, or if they will be positive or negative changes, they have occurred all the same, and there is no turning back.
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