i don't know where to begin...

maybe by opening a bottle and drinking the rest of the night away...

today has been one for the books...
i can't even go into everything that happened today because that wouldn't be fair to other parties involved in some matters, but all i can say is, "wow...just, wow."
i have no explanation for today either, and i'm sitting here absolutely just amazed and bewildered by it.

let me clarify a little bit:

today was not a bad day at all. i was at work from 9:15a.m. till 5:00p.m. i had great conversations most of the day. for the most part people in the lab were self-sufficient, and those that weren't drove me crazy, but left eventually. and after work, i got called out on a bunch of shit, and that made me laugh.

it's just been a really odd day, and i think it will probably take some time for it to make much sense in my brain.

with all that being said, the rest of this week was pretty much shit. i haven't been on chat all week because i've been strung out with school and work, so even though i said i would be, that fell through. kiddos were tough all week for some reason, and friday was the straw that broke the camels back. and i haven't been talking to the one formerly known as "the boy" all week. so today was rather welcoming, in whatever strange kind of way it existed anyway.

so, now i think i'm going to go take a bath, take some vicodin, and then head to bed. tomorrow i'm going to go shooting in greenville, and then maybe try and get my hair cut at some point. i don't know...we'll see how the day goes. at this point, i'm not planning anything anymore. things work out better when they just happen, it seems.

auf wiedersehen,
=e