i think my ear has water in it...

i know, completely random...moving on...

i don't buy much in to astrology and horoscopes and whatnot. i read them for the entertainment factor as i suspect most people do. however today my horoscope said the following:

"Like most people, your brain works much better when it's stimulated by something new. Your sentimental feelings may keep you from getting things done. Remember the good times you have had in the past, but try not to dwell on them. It is time for you to move on."

this one actually strikes very true for me lately.
for the past few months the person i once called my best friend has been absent from my life. for the first little bit i was very upset about this, and felt that as though i had been abandoned by one of the only people i could trust in this world. however, as time has gone on, i have realized that perhaps it is for the better.
see, it goes like this:
i completely disagree with a lot of the choices and decisions she has made in her life over the past six to eight months, a lot of which have either directly or indirectly effected me in a negative manner. from her side of things she disagrees with my disapproval, and thinks that i am only being negative and stubborn regarding matters. i have tried on multiple occasions to explain my position, as well as having given her multiple opportunities to explain her thoughts and feelings.
in the end, i've realized that for the past three or four months my life has been drama free, and my mood has lifted exponentially. now, the turn in good mood is accounted for by many factors, however, not having to deal with drama on a daily basis sure hasn't hurt the process.
so, when i read my horoscope for the day, it made me realize that, while i do miss my friend, and wish things could return to way they once were, i have to move on with my life and continue making positive changes and progress for myself. it's good to cherish the good memories, but there is definitely enough bad blood there that i should, and can happily let go of.

it's as though a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

regarding other things, i would just like to point out that it is december second and it, at two in the afternoon it is currently 79 degrees outside.

alrighty, well i am off to enjoy my sunday. have a great week everyone!

much love
=e