complaints: my back and hips are killing me, i need to finish my final draft of my argumentative essay, i have popcorn stuck in my teeth, and it's november 4th and 81 bloody degrees outside!
happy thoughts: i'm almost done with laundry, it's already november which means only one more month of the semester left, i got an extra hour of sleep thanks to the time change last night, i got paid by both jobs last week, i have a toothbrush and floss so i can take care of the popcorn in my teeth, and tonight we're going to go eat sushi with sean and his g/f and then we're all going to go see that darjeeling thingamabob movie.
other than that, there's not much else going on. if you were around me this past week you know that, mood wise, i was all over the place. it's all good, and i mean that. things in my life always happen for a reason, and they always have a way of working out for the better too.
what's great, though, is that even during the times when i was really depressed this past week, i was still able to function and get things done, as well as laugh and joke around with my friends and co-workers. dare i say that i'm coming closer to conquering my demons? a lot of it has to do with this year just being fucking crazy from the get-go, but i've changed a lot, and mainly for the better i believe. a lot of people around me have noticed and commented on it as well, which is always nice to hear. take ken, for example. he's an older student at the college, takes a lot of photo classes, and used to always be around. i met him last semester in the midst of the chaos that was my life at the time, and probably when i was at near peak of exploding. he and i got along okay, but there was always tension there. i hadn't seen him much this semester, but the few times i have we talked briefly and then he was on his way. well, he came in the other day and before he left he said, "ya know, i can't leave without saying that you seem a lot happier now, and i think that's great." it completely caught me off guard, and then he said, "yeah, because you just seem happier than you were then..." at which point he caught himself and said, "you know, whenever 'then' was..." to which we both just kind of laughed and then he left. it was probably the highlight of my week.
anyway. enough with all that greatness. i've gotta figure what i'm gonna wear and then maybe work on my essay a bit before we head out. i'm so excited about the upcoming raw fish consumption...mmmmm...so yummy!!!
hope everyone had a great weekend and remembered to set their clocks back an hour!
much love,
=e
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