Saturday, September 08, 2007

a simple solution...

so what do you do when rocks are uber-boring, and being sick sucks? well...i can't really help with the part about the rocks because let's face it, they are boring. however, as for the sick part, i've decided to ignore it.
that isn't to say that i'm trying to say i'm not sick...no, that would be denial, and there's a big difference between denying something and ignoring it.
what i'm doing is saying, okay, so i'm sick, and being sick really does suck, so instead of dwelling on how much it sucks, i'm just going to ignore it. it's like when you get a papercut and it doesn't hurt until you notice it. once you've noticed this small annoying little cut on your hand, it immediately starts burning and hurting, and becomes all you can think about. but if you hadn't noticed it, or just ignored it once you did notice it, you wouldn't be in so much pain. so that's the idea. i am aware that i'm sick, but i don't want to feel sick, so i'm ignoring that i am sick in order to get stuff done and do what i want to do.

anyway. i'm going to go buy some shoes today because that's what i feel like doing. then i've gotta come home and do some english homework and some psychology death and dying homework. both are online, so it's not a big deal, just a bit time consuming.

so i'm off. enjoy you're weekend everyone.

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