my last week of freedom...

so today starts my very last week of having nothing to do before my summer II semester begins, as well as my kickboxing class. now that i'm finally signed up for it, i'm really looking forward to it. i think i made the right decision in doing it by myself and not having a friend do it with me. i think i'll probably get more out of it this way.

i've been in a very sports oriented mood lately. i pulled out my soccer ball today only to find that it was pretty much flat. so i went to walmart and bought a pump and put air in it. of course everywhere i could go play is completely flooded at this point, so there really wasn't any sense in doing it. i just really want to go out and play catch or kick the ball around. i want to spend time outside with someone who isn't going to die running around and playing with me.

fuck i miss being a kid.

this past week has been interesting to say the least. i mentioned in my last post that there was something i couldn't mention yet, however i think that it's okay now if i do. i found out last week that one of my good good friends has breast cancer. it was one of those things that completely catches you off-guard even if you knew there was a chance of it happening. i haven't been real emotional over the whole thing, partly because i'm usually the rock that my friends can depend on, and also because i honestly feel and believe that everything is going to be okay. i know it's going to suck for her getting to that okay point, but she'll get there, and she has a huge support system to lean on in the process.

in other news...i absolutely hate the fourth of july, and the days surrounding it. i am so sick of hearing fireworks and dealing with crowds of dumber than average people. i will be so glad when this holiday passes.

tomorrow i need to go to a different college and sign up for an online english course that i can't take at my school thanks to the repeat rule. it's not that i've failed it before or anything, i just dropped it twice before which makes it unavailable for me to take a third time. so aggravating! other than that, i can't say that i have too many plans for the week. then again, that's the way i think it should be.

alrighty, well i'm off. i think i'm going to play some guitar hero II and have a drink before heading to bed. have a great week all. much love.

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