crap like this really sucks...

this won't mean much to anyone, but alas, i don't really have much else on my mind, so this is what i'm going to talk about.

today, wwe wrestler, chris benoit was found dead in his home in atlanta, ga. along with his wife nancy and son, who's name escapes me at the moment. at first this was extremely sad news to me. i turned on the t.v. to watch a special three hour edition of monday night raw in which they were going to continue the 'mr. mcmahon death' storyline, only to find that a beloved and extremely talented wrestler had passed away in real life. wwe did something they never do...they cancelled the live show (which was airing from chorpus christy, tx) and instead aired a three hour tribute to chris benoit. at that time they had no information on the cause of death for the deceased benoit's, and everyone on raw spoke of their fondest memories of benoit and his career and family.

then came the secondary reports.

it's now being ruled that the deaths were a double-murder suicide. police believe, at this time, that chris killed his wife saturday, his son sunday, and himself earlier today (monday).

after reading that, everything changed.

suddenly i felt sick and disgusted. how could someone do that? how could he do that? i can't even fathom the mindset one would have to be in, in order to do something as horrific and gruesome as killing a significant other, and more importantly, a child. i have to say that i don't like speaking poorly of the deceased, but that is pathetic. i am sad that he is gone because he was an amazing wrestler and entertainer, however that is just absolutely pathetic and it disgusts me.

i don't know. my opinion on the matter honestly doesn't matter. i get that. it just sucks...

anyway. i'm going to go have a drink now, and allow myself to chill for awhile. then i'm heading to bed methinks. later.

=e