the past few days have been a bit odd. wednesday was fairly good, no real complaints other than not getting to spend enough time with someone. then yesterday i ended up not going to class and calling in to work. i hadn't slept well the night before from being sick and not being able to breathe real well, but it was more than that which kept me home. not sure what. today i came in to work, and i have had a fairly busy day, considering the norm for my store, but i've been doing homework off and on all day and just thinking about stuff.
i'm not real sure as to where i'm going with all of this. my mood is kind of all over the place right now, and i cannot seem to pinpoint the cause. i'm feeling...depressed, but calm, riddled with anxiety, kind of hyper, but fairly exhausted as well. is it a safe mood? i would be lieing if i said i didn't know the answer to that, but i think that's what makes it such an interesting mood to be in. i'm not a very spontaneous person most of the time, but moods like this can bring it out in me, and i think i'm ok with that.
to those who were concerned yesterday when i fell off the face of the planet with no contact, sorry i guess. i know you're just trying to be good friends who care, but i can't say that it's what i really want right now. if you feel like i'm pushing you away, no worries...i'm sure it'll all be fixed soon.
on a completely different topic...this guy came into my store today and was extremely flirtatious. i say this because i, myself, am an extremely flirtatious person, and i don't really notice it in other people unless they meet or exceed my levels of flirtation. this one definitely exceeded. his name was gabriel, and he came in to buy film and a cable release. he stayed a tried to chat for a few, but i wasn't very welcoming to his conversation, so he left. about thirty minutes later, however, he called asking if he could return the cable release he had purchased...luckily i had a customer i was dealing with so i hurried him off the phone. then about ten minutes after that he came walking back in the store, bag in tow, explaining that i didn't give him a receipt. liar!!!! i give everyone a receipt!!! anyway...we got it all worked out, and i gave him shit and told him not to do it again. then he started trying to ask me out to sushi. sushi? ok...it's tempting...the fish, not the guy. i just looked at him and laughed and shook my head as i walked away to answer the phone. oh, a bit of a side note...the entire time this guy is calling me 'liz'...i swear, i could have killed him, but i figured i didn't want to deal with having to clean up that mess.
anyway. i eventually got him out of the store, and luckily haven't heard from him again. don't get me wrong...it was quite flattering, but even *i* am not *that* persistent! wow...yeah.
ok, so there. not much else to jack my jaw about. i'm going to get back to writing about mental and personality disorders for psychology now. later.
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