not much knew...

so here i am at work...bored. not much going on. we've made all of $50 today. go us.

i have been so exhausted lately, and so stressed, and so stretched for time, i really haven't had time to think of much to write about, so you'll have to forgive me for my lack of enthusiasm and interesting tid bits as of late.
there's some stuff i'm dealing with, and assuming that it all gets worked out and i come out on the other end better, then i will share it on here, but as of right now, it's a bit too raw. not to mention that some of you already know anyway, and for those that don't, i'm probably just trying to find a way of telling you, so bare with me. :)

so i'm still treading water in school. barely, but somehow i'm still managing. i've really got to figure out how to schedule all of this stuff better though. i can't keep going like i have been, because let's face it, eventually i will drown. things get done a day before or the day that they're due, and i'm not getting sleep, or at least as much as i need to even barely function. not that i'm complaining really...just using this as a sounding board to get it all out of my brain so i can concentrate on figuring out how to fix it. i've gotta look at what's due and when, and what time i have for studying, then sit down and write it all out so i have it in front of me, rather than just floating around my brain, jumbled up with everything else in there. one less thing to have to worry about right now would be fucking fantastic :)

i smell really good today. not that any of you really necessarily needed to know that, but i was just noticing it and thought that i would share. :) on other random topics, it's 81 degrees outside currently. i'm absolutely loving it. my knees haven't hurt all day, and that's wonderful!
anyway. i have a report to finish up, so i guess i should get back to it. later!

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it's a bittersweet symphony that's life....

man..so i think i've finally caught up on some sleep. i went home last night instead of going to art appreciation class, and crashed out. i slept for twelve hours. the sad part is...i could probably have slept for another twelve had i not had to get up and go to work this morning.
so it's been a bit since i've posted...not that anyone's noticed i'm sure, but whatever. anyway. life's been absolutely insane. between work and classes i have very little free time, and my brain is completely overwhelmed with due dates and work times, where i'm supposed to be and when, and what i'm supposed to have with me. craziness i assure you. the good news is, i've finally gotten a laptop, which makes life so much easier. i ended up getting a mac book pro, and it's mighty sexy.
so what else has been going on?
well, quite a bit really, but i don't think i'm quite ready to get into all that so publicly at this moment. i gotta see how things go first.
anyway. aside from all that, there's really not much else to chat about. work is absolutely boring, but i get to leech internet off people in the building, so it's not all bad. :D
alrighty, well i have two tests i have to take tomorrow, so i should probably get on studying for those. hope life is peachy for everyone, and i'll catch ya later.

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information overload, or, thinking hurts...

ok, to clarify, i am *not* a nerd...i *am* a dork. let's get it straight people!

aside from that, my life has consisted of school, work, and sleep lately. not much else really. i started working tuesday at a local film/photography store. it's awesome. i get paid more than i made at the college, and i do less work and don't have to worry about chemicals. can't complain about that!
classes are going well. i'm having a bit of a hard time keeping organized and keeping up with readings, but i passed my first psychology test and bio. lab quiz, so that's rockin!
this friday i have a exhibition reception to go to that i actually have six photographs in. i had to do some interview with this guy from the local newspaper. he was super nice, but asked me some questions that i didn't really have good answers to. luckily i've always been super at b.s.-ing my way through things, so hopefully he got some quotes he could use.
why in the hell did i use 'super' twice in that sentence? wow. i'm gone.
anyway. other than all of that, not much else has been going on. i'm always exhausted, and stressed beyond all comprehension, however i'm keeping in mind that it's all for the greater good. i'll find some way of keeping it all together...mainly, because i have to.
anyway. it's after midnight and i have a very long day tomorrow, so i should head to bed. to bed i said. wow. sorry. my mind is racing, which is not very condusive for sleep. perhaps a soma is in order. we shall see. alrighty all. nite!

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