so i feel like shit. found out yesterday that i have a lung infection. go me. go figure.
anyways. i haven't been to a single class today (which is bad because friday's are my long days and i really shouldn't miss), and i'm questioning whether or not to even try going to work tonite.
ugh. anyway.
in other news, i have decided that emotions are crap and i think i would be a lot better off without them, so i'm just not going to even bother anymore. it makes life a lot simpler, and that's what i need. i used to not have emotions, and then somewhere along the way someone broke me or something and i haven't been able to get rid of the damn things since. however, i have reached my breaking point, and i think this would be a good time to get rid of them once again. so, from now on, if it can't be rationalized and it's not logical, then it just doesn't exist. it goes along with how i've chosen to label myself lately...i'm religiously agnostic, orientation agnostic, politically agnostic, etc... so why not just make my entire life agnostic? seems to make perfect sense to me. indifference is the key my friends. if you just don't care, then it can't effect you at all.
now given. this will last all of a week, and then something will happen and who the fuck knows, but i like the ideology of it. and dammit, that's all that matters really. i do realize, for those of you still actually reading at this point, that i am just nonsensically rambling and saying absolutely nothing of any importance right now, however, i probably just don't care. see? it works so beautifully. however, my stomach does care that i am sitting up for this long, so i am going to go lie back down now and watch horrible day time t.v.
ta ta
-e
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