well here i am. not sure why. i got done typing up my speech outline for a speech i have to give tomorrow. it's about how to process black and white film. yeah. woo-freakin-hoo.
then i spent half an hour painting. why is it the stuff that i paint that i actually like, no one else seems to like, and the stuff that i don't necessarily think is that great is the stuff everyone else loves and goes crazy over? it's shit. oh well. it's not done yet, so maybe it'll get good by the time it is finished. -shrug-
i'm really...unsettled right now. have been for most of the nite. earlier in the evening i was fine, but then the shift happened, and here i sit. i didn't even notice the shift til a little while after it happened, and by then my good mood was too far gone to retrieve.
to you:
i need to talk to you. in person. and soon. i don't even know how often you stop by here to read this, but hopefully you'll see this. sorry about the message i left earlier, i don't want to get you in trouble, but i do need to talk to you about stuff, and i can't do it over the phone because that's not good enough. so i'll meet you somewhere, somehow, whenever you can, or i'll come pick you up, or whatever! but soon. please.
tomorrow is going to be stressful, and it's well after midnight, and i guess i should go to bed. i really shouldn't have had that doubleshot when i got home from work. later.
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