who am i?

i am e.
i am a human being that's been alive for 23 years.
i am my mother's child, and the spawn of my father.
i am a sibling.
i am a student trying to get an associate of arts degree. specifically for photography.
i am an artist.
i am not religious, nor would i consider myself spiritual.
i am bad with all emotions other than love.
i am known to some others by a different name.
i am more mature than my age, and feel older than my body.
i am what some refer to as, "an old soul," but i don't know that i believe in souls.
i am the grandchild of someone very important to me, but she died.
i am the significant other to a person 9 years older than me in age, but we are as equals.
i am something which cannot be mentioned, but someone knows.
i am the ex-fiance of a very sad person with many issues that i could not help to resolve.
i am a friend to few, and an aquaintance to many.
i am a smart person, but i have trouble staying focused.
i am not very well motivated, but i do have goals.
i am the driver, the listener, the one always waiting to take care of you.
i am someone that wears my dignity on a piece of string around my neck as a reminder at times.
i am tired all the time-i don't remember the last time i was well rested.
i am always sick-i don't remember the last i was just well.
i am a loner, an anti-social, and a pessimist. go figure.
i am a hypocrit, but i figure, who isn't?
i am average in height, weight, and looks.
i am ok with that.
i am honest and dependable.
i am me.
i am simply e.

( i am also about to be late for work. :)